follow to my grave - part one

she's not so far away
20 meters maybe
the most appealing creature i've seen in a time
so mysterious
so different
so attractive
so reactive
i hardly know how to react at all

i have this desire
to make her part of me
but i've no plan to initiate
i am speechless
i am defenseless
i am hers to leave or take
she shows no interest in taking

i am humbled from afar
for i dare not draw close
my longing can not overcome my fears
so in distance i am lost
to my weakness i am a slave
my desire is a longing
which will silently follow to my grave